Sunday, March 25, 2012

bits of this and that...

I have realised i have not taken or posted any pics lately, with the death of the droid and reversion to the lg and impatiently waiting on the new droid to arrive.. I have not taken many pics.  I do apologise.
My friend Susan has a picture of this kid of eggs from pintrest on her facebook page (I do not do pintrest) I dont have time to add yet another thing to my schedule... but anyway I had to try to make these... and so I did and they were fun and purty and yummy!
 Halo was not happy to not be the center of attention... so she got my attention and a few pics of herself in the process... shes a pretty , happy, rotten  little thing :)
 She has tude... in so many ways is so like her mother , yet totally her own person too.  and yes she LOOKS just like her mother only her mother was a cotton head at this age.
 she is still a very, dont know the word i want... but Bradley Martha Cory were all very smiley  all the time babies ... not her.  so when she does finally smile and laugh it is a big deal... she still sometimes acts a bit confused not scared really when we have a big belly laugh like at a stupid movie or something.
 the other day, I had to laugh, Bradley runs around pantless, Halo shirtless... she woudl go nakie if I would let her... i am not at all suprised Cory ran in a t shirt for a couple years no pants especially during potty training time and martha was little houdini trying to keep clothing on her was insanely hard ... when its time to dress halo she has a pure laying screaming kicking fit....then once they are on shes fine... and on rare occasions she is ok with being dressed but most of the time ... its a battlefield (and I WIN)
 I have realised that my eye though seemingly stable is causing some of ,my pictures to be blurry (part is i need to take some classes on how to use my camera) but the other part is it looks right to me when i take it... but on the computer i see how far off It really is.  anyway... this is halo when ever I am trying to do anything.... I get you mawmaw.... and she comes wanting to be picked up to be a part of what ever I am doing or to plop in my lap or just be close ...
 Bradley balanced a ring on his head... she was amazed!
 She has this SWAGGER for lack of a better term it is HYSTERICAL to watch her when she has it going on her little shoulders swing from side to side and those legs stomp and her hips waggle it... totally cracks me up
 not exactly sure what this was about but thought it is classic!  lol
 she has about 5 play phones and her mothers old lg phone she is constantly on one of them jabbering away...
she keeps us laughing and shaking our heads... martha says it wont be long till they come get her... I am torn with that.. I know in my head she needs to be with her parents, and late at night when I am exhausted and she is wide open I really reallly want her to be with her parents, have toyed with the thought of drop kicking her to them for a brief second or two .... but then she wraps those itty arms around my neck and the thought passes....but thing is this... if they take her back to florida now with them then she will be spending a lot of time with a stranger who happens to be one of marthas best friends aunt (i am very glad that this woman lives there dont get me wrong) but she is still a stranger to a very attached to grandma little girl...and Halo is at the magical age where she is learning what is safe what is not and testing the waters in every way and knows that when things scare her or she needs reassurance that grandma is there.  For that alone i wish they would leave her a few more months.... that and martha needs to take advantage of the situation and get the money made to get her drivers liscense straight and a car before she ends up in flipping jail!  GAH.I have talked to her at length about it... and shes on the fence she misses halo... which i tell her is totally natural and halo misses her too but halo is young enough that when the time comes if martha is better ready and suited to give her the life she needs and deserves that halo wont be as upset at missing a few months with her parents and staying with her grandparents.   if that makes sense at all... it does to me... maybe i am rationalizing but, I want martha and mike to be able to do right by this child and to be able to drive without the fear of going to jail for driving without a liscense and ect ect plus them being over 8 hours away... well... that stinks but is life.

i have had some issues with my arms and hands... still am... they are numb and tingeling all the time now... dr said could be neuropathy could be carpal tunnel could be from the meds could be this could be that.... GAH drives me crazier... whats even crazier is dr did labs vit d was high (i was taking 50,000 Iud a day to get it up so not taking that for now.)   everything ELSE vites minerals all high normals!  very unusual for me but makes me happy!  

i am sure there is a lot more that is floating around in my head but my hands are saying they have had enough and the typos I am having to correct are sendign me over the top... so for now this is all.... may God bless you an keep you till we meet again.

8 comments:

Paxie said...

I can't believe how fast they are growing! Halo is a precious little one and if she looked up at me like that, she'd win every time! LOL

Difficult and painful situation with Martha, but you sound like you are trying to deal with it best you can. I just keep your health in my prayers and it's good you're taking care of yourself...aren't you?? :)

Love you bunches!

Mental P Mama said...

They are growing up too fast! And you are not taking enough care of yourself! Do not make me come down there!

Laura~peach~ said...

I am too taking care of meself... and if you will come down stop and pick up debbie on the way and go ahead and grab ann daryl and kate too... :) MAMA thats a good plan I think...

Mental P Mama said...

Sounds like a great plan! I'll work on it;) Maybe.

joanne said...

hey, quit leaving me out of everything just because I live 3,000 miles away!

Bluebird49 said...

I know what you're feeling...about Halo. And just as much, I wonder what Martha will do when she, herself, needs you?;{ I think it's iffy, too--but we all have to test our wings sometime. You and Mike made it---not without a bump in the road or 2---so hopefully Martha and her husband will. ;)

Chris H said...

I read the post that you deleted on Google REader... it's still there.
All I can say is... looking after 2 babies in NOT fun in your 40's! We are older and have less stamina... or tolerance.
I KNOW! Getting Brylee and Griffin in our 40's nearly killed me I can tell you.
HANG IN THERE.... they will go home to their parents eventually.
I hope.
For your sake!
Love ya girl.
And hi to Michael too.. can't be fun for him either.

Sassy said...

Bless your heart.......I watched my first two grandchildren and it IS SO TIRING!!!!!!! They ARE growing up soooo fast.........one of our little granddaughters Karsyn is like Halo....soooooo serious all the time.......to me it is almost funny the expressionless faces......but sometimes I worry that she needs to lighten up a bit...........and if Mama is swinging around picking up people I wanna come too.......