Thursday, July 7, 2011

I wish...

that life were easy... that love did not hurt... and that children would stay children much longer than they do.

I am somewhere between hurt and mad and at this very second am not too sure which I am more and at whom....

But as in all things that suck in life... I will live, I will love and, I will survive... until the day comes that God takes me home...

I so hope that when we do die all the cares and worrys of earthly crap leaves us... and that we really do get what is promised in the bible... I choose to believe that we do... because I dont believe that God can lie.

anyway... dont worry I am fine I choose not to elaborate... and thats ok...

life is all about choices and the consequenses from those choices yet often I feel that I am left without a choice in so many things...  so who has a great cheese to go with my whine???

ta ta for now in the super HOT state of Ga....

9 comments:

Mental P Mama said...

Hugs. You need to read this book: "Heaven is for Real" by Todd Burpo. Text me if you need an ear....

jojo said...

It's a hard place to be..between hurt and love. Hope you really are alright. Holding you close in my heart and sending you our lovely 48degree weather!

Grandma Tillie's Bakery said...

I hear you loud and clear, unfortunately. I totally understand. Sending hugs your way.

Ness said...

We're still studying our Boundary book you turned us on to and reading the Bible in chronological order. It is a job to keep myself unaffected by the drama that surrounds me. Hugs to you.

Bluebird49 said...

I hope things will get worked out soon...I know sometimes it seems there's no solution, and sometimes we have to wait a long time but I know there's light at the end of the tunnel.. being true to yourself---that's the thing! God bless you!

Alice said...

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I hope each day you find yourself a little closer to love and a little further from hurt.

Paxie said...

Through all our conversations, you've got to know you are not alone in this. Going through hell up here.

I do believe exactly what you posted about when we die. Of course, we are a ways from that, so let's both try and achieve some of that good feeling here on earth by...

trying to ignore the damn shit!

Love you a shitload from HOT/HUMID NC ♥

farmlady said...

And I wish there was someway that I could ease your burden. Life can really get messy. Children may grow up but some don't grow in a good direction, have resentment and think they are being mistreated and misunderstood.
Life can definitely "SUCK" big time.
You have blogging friends who understand and think you're wonderful. We love you. Hope knowing this makes life suck a little less.

Lynne's Somewhat Invented Life said...

I hear you and can somewhat read between the lines. It's that agency thing that they exercise, when we'd like them to just do what is right. There is one way to be happy and a gazillion ways to be unhappy. Why do they always choose one of the gazillion ways? I'm jealous of the pool AND the clothesline!

As for the babies how about Zwimmer?
BYU's Jimmer was a great athlete, maybe Zwimmer will be too.