Monday, January 23, 2012

Rainy days and mondays toss in some thick fog for free...

well its a rainy FOGGY monday and I was out in it. 

I met a lady and bought a really nice coach purse from her for 20 bucks... its a bit smaller than my Hallie purse and brown but something about it called my name.  Then I had to go to Augusta to pick up some DVD +R discs that I had purchased to make some copies of vhs tapes that We would like to see again, or the kids would like to see ... and then to JERSEY MIKES (yes I am hooked)  got a club sub today... it was good but I still love the steak and cheese best... then to the pharmacy for my EVERY FRICKIN 3 DAY pick up of my RX... they wont give me the full RX only three days at a time which is utter BULLSHIT... and a pain in my butt... but, what do you do... its either go every three days or dont get the meds.

I dont see any difference in my vision yet... I have drs appts the next three wednesdays in a row to three different drs... this weeks is to the infectious diease dr,  next weeks to an endocrineologest, and the week after back to the retina specialest... then in april back to the neurologest...

I noticed last night i have a somewhat painful knot in the right back side of my head,  parallel to my ear and a finger length from my ear... not sure if there is a sinus cavity there that is stuffed up, seems like there is though. so will be asking on wednesday....

Had I realised just how nasty and foggy out it is I may have postponed going out in it but, once out figured what the heck might as well get it over and done with.  

Stephanie got a second job so I will be seeing Bradley more, he will be here this evening then all day tomorrow and maybe after my dr appt wednesday if I get out it time... or maybe even if I DONT she can bring him to the drs... :)  maybe give them incentive to get a move on... GAH.

Martha sent me a text yesterday telling me that they have decided that they will move to florida the end of march... not happy about it but, what do you do... its like I told her... I can live with her moving away even can embrace it but, TOTALLY HATE that she is choosing to move with him.... I dont, wont, never will trust him and told her so and told her why... Anyway  I pray she never regrets her choices. 

I went back to my old blog again and read from 4 years ago today and 3 years ago today... both fairly depressing days...One 4 years ago had to do with today being the funeral for a 4 yr old little boy who had brain cancer, that is still a heartbreaker, I talk to his mom once in a while and read her posts on facebook daily.  and 3 years ago apparently was high stress time so thankfully it is not so high stress right now as it was then.... I kinda like going back seeing where i was and what was happening... makes me greatful those days are past.   hopeful not to revisit.  and keep me looking forward to much better days.

oh am blathering on now saying nothing so until we meet again... may God bless you and keep you .  Love n hugs ME :)

10 comments:

imac said...

Hello my friend, thanks for your visit and nice comments.
Hope you soon get sorted out with your eyes.

farmlady said...

Martha will have regrets. We all do. But, they will be hers. You cannot always save your children from making mistakes. Sometimes nothing you say will make any difference. They have to live their own lives.

Hope the doctor, hospital and acquisition of meds calms down for you soon.
Take care.
Love & Grits...

My Two Army Brats said...

I followed Julians care page up until and after he died as well. It's so horrible. I still follow mimi's posts on facebook too.

Martha will get it together someday, hopefully before it's too late to be happy.

Karen Deborah said...

I can't imagine you not having Halo to luv on. That is tough. Hope you get to feeling better. What on earth can only be dispensed 3 at a time? e mail me

Paxie said...

RX thing does suck..really.

Praying for you to have lots of patience with the Docs and hoping it's all going to be fine one day :)

Martha? Agree with farmlady...but I know you'll miss Halo terribly.

Glad for more Bradley days and happy Steph gets more money!!

Love you!

Ellen said...

Ah, healthcare at it's finest. Of course, you're taking meds for an eye problem and the insurance is encouraging you to drive - smart thinking on their part - not.

So sorry to hear about Martha. I hope she is making the right decision. Does she realize that once they move, free babysitting is gone as is family support??? There's time for her to change her mind!

Mental P Mama said...

sigh

Bluebird49 said...

I read all the comments--and just can't say a thing better than all of them together did.:) You've got some smart commenting girlfriends, Laura.

It does really sound awful to have to go every 3 days for that rx...and, oh, the Martha thing--oh...no. Yes--she'll have regrets, just as we all do--it just is a human thing. I have 'em, you do-every "half-way adult human being" either does or will

Sassy said...

I am praying things start "looking" up soon for you....and they get you figured out! I hate when my kiddo's move away....sadly they can only learn from their own decisions....sometimes the hard way.......take care my friend!!!!!

Chris H said...

I hope all goes well with Martha when they move.
She can always come back if it doesn't work I suppose.