Sunday, February 26, 2012

Its sunday already..

where does my time go???

well yesterday Michael decided to go ahead and rip out the bed frames he built for the kids 8 years ago ... seems like it was much longer ago but Martha was 12 when she stayed in Missouri while Cory and I came back home and we did their rooms HERS was a surprise for her.  

They served their purpose and I am grateful that all they entailed is now gone and burning in the burn hole this morning.  

Martha told me last night that they have decided to leave halo here with us while they move and find a place to live, which makes me feel the slightest bit better over this move. they are leaving Wednesday night I hate the idea of them moving not so much because of the move its self but  because there is so much that I see that needed to be done before the move life things BIG things that I am pretty sure wont happen at least not anytime soon and because of those decisions Martha is making some areas of her life harder on herself than it needs to be BUT, I can not make her choices for her and she wont talk to me or believe me when I try to talk to her about them so I don't talk about them anymore.

I just hope that they can do what they need to do and find a place and a reliable trustworthy sitter for Halo before they come back to get her.

I told mother about Martha moving, of course she has no clue about Halo or Mike for that matter so all mother can do is say well you know what it felt like for me when you left home.  I just agree with her and go on about my business as the two situations don't come close to comparing... but that's a whole nother book in and of itself. 

I had something really special and sweet happen this week, am not too sure how to begin to explain it so I will simply say THANK YOU to the person who did it... don't know if you will ever see this as I don't know who you are and that's cool too :o) 

and now I really must get away from this computer and  get things sorted and put away after tearing the two small bedrooms apart yesterday before Bradley comes this afternoon,   and I must go to the grocery store... anyone want to do that chore for me... I really hate the grocery store!

Love hugs and thank you all who stick by me encouraging me to carry on and putting up with my ebb and flow of blogging.  God bless you and keep you till we meet again!

6 comments:

Chris H said...

*sigh*... how are you going to not go mad with worry once Halo is gone too!
I would be sick with worry, knowing that my grandbaby is possibly not in a safe situation.
Do Martha and him even have jobs to go to in this new place?
Such a shame how it is turning out... cos we both know how bad it can get and how quickly too.
Thinking of you and Halo.

Debbie said...

It's at times like this Laura, that we have to remember that God is in control. We have to have faith. It's so hard, as I have been in the exact spot you are now, and it's not easy. Why are they moving to Florida? What's in Florida for them? Times and things change. I love ya friend, and you are in my daily prayers. We hope to make it down there after the baby comes. Depends on finances for sure.

God Bless~
Debbie

joanne said...

well I'm pretty sporadic in my blogging lately and I have some catching up to do...in the meantime you are always a hearbeat away in my thoughts and prayers. All we can do is all we can do and hope for the best. I pray Halo will be safe where ever she is and as a new grammie I can understand how hard this must be. take care Peach, wish I wasn't so far away!

Ness said...

Life keeps getting in the way of my blogging or maybe it's FB. anyway, along with all my other resolutions that I have been sticking to in 2012 I am going to be a better blooger. Halo is in God's hands and I totally understand about being in control thing. I'd like to run the Army and the Country for a few weeks~even just one. Love you.

Paxie said...

Yes..the control thing is a bitch. No way around it. I'm glad to hear Halo will be staying for awhile. Sensible.

We're all here for you. Most of us sporadic bloggers LOL

Hang in there kid...love you!

Alice said...

Covering you all in prayers, Laura. It hurts my heart for you - but I will pray to GOD and trust that His hand is on this situation. I pray that he helps you find some comfort, too. Love you!!