Saturday, August 20, 2011

sometimes

I wonder what the heck is going on in others heads... then I figure I might not want to know.

there is so much I want to talk about to ask about to ...

but, not so sure that others want me to be a part of their lives... and I am not one to push into where I am not wanted. 

I don't understand how....

do I really want to???

Cant help but wonder how people ...ok  some people not all people....

well HELL this is getting me no where and solving nothing... as if there is a solution.

THERE IS A SOLUTION.

Anyway... all tapped out.  got nothing left to give...

HATE FEELING this way...it is NOT me, NOT who I am, NOT how I live yet, find myself in it up to my neck and not sure how to fix it change it make it go ... MUST find MY SERENITY....

WILL FIND IT :)  KNOW HOW TO AND WHERE TO...

Be back when I have it...

love hugs and God bless :)

9 comments:

Chris H said...

[[[hug]]]

jojo said...

may sweet serenity find you! love and hugs dear one.

TonjiaT said...

Laura, my dear friend, you need to recharge...

spend some time praying, and give yourself a chance to take a breath. It will all come to you..

Bluebird49 said...

Oh dear! You will find it!

Paxie said...

Hopefully sooner than you think, my dear. You deserve it!!

((Hugs))

Reddirt Woman said...

Time for a mind rest break, dear friend...

Ness said...

I so understand where you are coming from as I just wrote a new entry in my blog AKA novel. I keep you in my daily prayers for strength, serenity and wisdom. Love you

Debbie Jean said...

I pray for you everyday, my friend. I hope that you find your solution soon. I too, am in somewhat a weird place in my life. Someyimes, I wish I couold see what the future holds, other times that scares me. I love you Laura.

Mental P Mama said...

You are giving up way too much of yourself. Take some time just for you. It is a matter of your health now.....hugs to you.